Tough as it is

You have no idea how difficult this has been for me. Well maybe you have. If you would have asked where I was I would have tell you, maybe you really don’t want to know or maybe you know and you don’t want me to say it. If we could only have had a hamburger or  something to eat like old friends (strange we never actually did this, everything happened so very fast). 

Maybe it is better this way since I’m only here temporarily and for some reason I always do something that makes you unhappy.

You’re probably not even reading this. I’m not even sure why I keep this blog running.